Fifty, one-hundred, fifty, one-hundred, fifty, fifty, …. forgot
WHOOSH!
Electrical currents slicing through my head, down my middle, down to my toes,
dizziness, spillages – milk, hot water, tea ..
then …
I remember, the thing I forgot …
the thing I was trying to come off …
Sertralin …
Keep walking, don’t think, keep walking, drinking tea, writing randomness,
not thinking …
at the same time as wading through the currents, trying to be stronger …
not to let it drown me …
trying to swim back to on the out g o i n g tide …..
Copyright owned by Jay Cool, October 2019
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