In the middle, I stand, pushing down my insides,
is to be whooshed over and
over;
whooshed by the waves, emanating up from the soles of one’s feet;
tidal waves, quick and sudden; humongous waves that cross over one’s bowels, stomach
and heart, crushing them together into a
bouncing ball,
up and
churning it out
out of my throat and out , straight into the face of the mortal who stands there,
on the sand,
holding onto the the edge of the sea and
rippling it,
rippling it and still trying – desperately trying –
to shake
out any rough bits –
any bits that dance, or that ripple, with a little bit of their own.
Why ? thinks the mortal. Why bother with the mess, the blood and the gory bits –
the hanging, the drawing and the disembowelling,?
Why?
When all that is needed is a word, a phone call, an email – a nod of the head,
or
quite simply
and quite cleanly
a lie?
Copyright owned by Jay Cool, July 2019